>>20261614It's okay and the most important part is if you enjoy it.
Synthesising is pretty hard and can yield a lot of different sounds.
We pretty much have oppisite backgrounds. I have been focusing a lot on music theory, composistion than actually making stuff in a daw. When you get into piano roll after using music sheet you can realise how much the music sheet notation has been holding your hand.
I'm always focusing on cohesion personally. I like it when I can string together emotional bits into a overall story. Sometimes I can make it work and sometimes I can't and it becomes frustrating and I just scrap it.
But I defintely need to get out of my comfort zone and do other things than what I just normally do. I can't just make sheet music forever.