>>6587639They are regular, but have feminine looks, which is something that I want for me and what I think would be cute on me. Probably I would be an autistic fuck that doesn't take care to myself even if I was a grill, but even with that I still crave for being a female. It's almost irrational and, before you say that, is not a recent thing that went with this recent tranny boom.
>narcisismIt's possible, but I don't know. I barely take showers and brush my teeth, for example.
>other peopleThe main issue is that I have to deal, even if a little, with the other people. Since the most part of pop is compost of idiot people, I have a hard time going outside and doing normal stuff.
>Are those really that bad btwMy nipples are pretty big now. It's not like a manboob, they're more like a prepubescent 10~11yo girl chest. It's kinda obvious that there's something strange happening with then. I'll see what happens when I get rid of that extra fat that I got.
I'll see what the recorder lessons are going to be like. I also need to go outside once a week to the psychiatrist. I'm just afraid that, if I came back to the work, I would do something idiot again. There's something worse than plain depression with me and the meds still haven't discovered what it is.
Btw, the meds are from the gov's medcare, so I don't pay to them and they don't need to hold me on the treatment. The best they could do is get me better asap, but I got 18 months of neetbux with my doc relatory, which I don't know what was written on it.
