>>15964664They didn't fall behind with studies because of whatever reasons you did for, and are just better at doing the useless stuff that they're told to do. So what? It's not a measure of intelligence, even. You could do good with those subjects as well if you only the practice into it, and weren't prevented from it before.
And do you really have to wonder how come? Of course you didn't do well at school while everybody there was making you feel like garbage and hate being there, along with whatever other stuff you might've been going through. Your tutor literally told you to go away. If you feel that much inferior for whatever reason, just imagine any of those people surviving a day in your shoes back then. There's no way that you would've made it anyway, while holding that much disdain for school because of those people.
Again, even if you were at the top of your grade, they would've treated you the same just because of how you didn't belong in there, based on their judgement.
If anything, you're simply above those people. At least you're not a carbon copy of the another, all thinking and doing the exact same dumb shit like zombies.
It's Pavlovian response. Monkey sees other monkeys doing something, monkey fits in, monkey repeats behaviour. They're not people, and you're all the better for not being among the mob.
That might sound extreme, but, I wanna make you realize that you're not anywhere near inferior to anybody there. And definitely not because of something like just not having good grades. Don't allow yourself to feel that way.
>>15964687İyi geceler.
>>15964708Hey. And, no need to apologize. Life comes before anything on imageboards, you know.
Anyhow, good to hear it. Have a cup of water.
