>>15284663i'm truly considering giving everything i have up, taking a pack with only what i need, and setting out to get lost. i only have two dollars to my name, and i plan on buying a lighter before i leave. i want to just see what happens, who i'll meet, and where i'll end up. there is genuinely nothing left for me here, besides my mom, but she's understanding and knows i need this. i don't want to become some hedonistic bon vivant through my travels, seeking to escape all of my responsibilities because that life is just as meaningless as the life i am living right now. i seek to rediscover what i truly am. my mind has been invaded, and i want to reclaim it.
