>>15020921I used to have that mindstate and it still lingers everyonce in a while where I wonder why I'm treated so nicely be people even thought I have done bad stuff in the past and I'm still a bad person. Roughly three years ago I started really trying to change myself for the better and personally I believe anyone can change as long as you put the effort it.
I don't think you are worse then me and you should change that view, you do deserve happiness.
