>>4217472That's great, anon! I'm not saying that it will be easy now but it will be incredibly satisfying once you get there.
You need to get the idea in your head that you just did something great for yourself. Keep abstaining and make yourself feel good about it.
I'm not kidding, you should treat this as a matter of spiritual warfare against the one who wants to destroy your soul. Think of yourself like a warrior who constantly fights of the attacks of the enemy. Prayer is your sword and shield from now on.
Watch this speech for motivation:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9z-dMQjRBE&list=PLKj-zve0WkZSflh1CqETxVqZbrkIkKuQT&index=105