>>7194279Don't worry! Feeling pressured into caring about things won't make you feel fulfilled in the end I think. These things come naturally as you just try things out. Most of the things in my life I ended up giving a damn about were things I was hesitant to even give a shot initially, such as knitting.
I've wanted to be a musician, a cook, a journalist, a writer, a graphic artist, a coder, a fishmonger, a farmer, even a blacksmith and a barista. I spent the larger part of my late teens and early twenties in a tornado of uncertain fate, and when it had all passed, when all I had left was myself and a bunch of faded dreams about futures which never came, it was much easier to just be me and do whatever I wanted.
I'm not rich, but I am pretty happy. I work in a bookstore, I get to do my knitting peacefully at home, and I get to just be myself, with all the weird hobbies I've got.
I'm sure you'll find something in this world to be really passionate about! You just have to keep looking! And don't feel let down when things don't work out. More often than not, whatever you experience will be retained in some positive manner, be it wisdom or skill, or both.
