>>16336721Hellenic bro how do you find Christ?
Fasting and meditating?
I have done that.
But the thing is that I am nofaper.
My best way to cope with sadness was in first place the nofap thing.
I went to psychiatrist because i was unable to solve this forever.
I realised that sex and banging women is essential in order to abstain from fapping.
This thing(fapping)drove me the most in suicidal thoughts.
Now I haven't done it,I mean fapping since 8 months, before that I haven't done it for a year. When I did it ,I just felt bad only(not suicidal)and that's it I moved on.
If i wasn't on medicine, this relapse would made me to Kya for real.
So sexual thoughs and sex(with prostitutes) cannot be related to find Christ but I would prefer to Kys for sure if would be a regular coomer again
