>>4839356don't think about it to much, life is way much simpler, if you overthink anything it becomes overly complicated, and tiring, if you feel depressed think about moving or going away on a vacation on your own, from persona experience i was depressed back in 2016 i wanted to kill myself, and i went away for 2 months, i went to japan and stayed in hostels witch they were really cheap , met people al around the world, went to temples, saw some beautiful sights, it was like a spiritual trip for me, i came back as a totally different person.