>>13574828I was out, sorry.
So tired today. I don't comment too much on quantum computers. It's not my wheelhouse. I also don't feel comfortable assuredly denying Lucifer. Everything you say about light and order, I'm simultaneously afraid that's exactly what we would best aspire to, and exactly what evolved Luciferianism would look like. That confession: when I look out at the controlled demolition taking place, where every piece of psychographic data I suspected was cached and analyzed somewhere begins to manifest and confirms my fears of what dwelt beneath the veneer, I think the demolishers might be right. Hell maybe I'd benefit from some time in one of those Szaszian reeduction facilities. I'd like to think I can pull myself together first, but the gross beast being hauled out into the light right now, fighting and killing and maiming, but I believe losing, we knew it was there. We know they wanted it both ways. The facility provided by technology while the remuneration from the before time with the hassle and legwork. And we know they'd be willing to kill to keep it. As much as we try to love one another, Cain is in all of us. Perhaps we need to dramatise how bad things could be, without them actually getting there. Collateral damage. Maybe it has to happen. There's no way to integrate a vicious globe without recording and recapitulating the pains of integration. Maybe every bit of technocratic aspiration will be for the best in the end. And then at the end when we have order, we can work on Order, and see what happens. And I'll be damned if that doesn't sound like Milton's Lucifer ascendant, although we know so little about Milton or almost anyone from that age truly. I just don't know what to do anymore.
