>>8816806I don't think he sees it as me working through my karma or as me being a pushover. He was just tired and lazy that night. I'm not incapable of conflict, in fact if anything he's the one who's scared of it. I'm just not really bothered by this situation. I actually kinda like it. I want to do more chores than him, not just because I feel like I owe him but for a sense of personal gratification. It's comparable to like, going to work and striving to be the most efficient worker there, just for the sense of accomplishment of it. It pleases me to think that I'm doing the most work in the household, and I'd be happier if I did more, though its taking a while to build up my tolerance. An ideal version of myself would happily do everything without complaining, or expecting anything in return. I'm nowhere near that point yet and may never attain it. I'm very good at not having any expectations though.
>>8816896I am!
