>>3588169>be me>always thin and apparently have abnormally large blue eyes>talking to crush and her friends one day after track practice in middle school>one of her friends is older (like 8th grade) and more mature looking>literally taller than me or at least feels taller>"awwww anon your eyes are so big, you're so cute I wish I could pack you up and take you home with me">sounds good but I have never felt more emasculated in my entire life>girls continually see me as cute throughout my life>will never be a hot chad>don't want to be a trap>too nervous and like girls too much to be gayI'm cursed to be a "cute" boy