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All this I say about myself is the truth. My whole life I have been an outcast. Even being an out cast of outcasts. I non ironically have autism and was a very difficult child growing up. Because of my oddities I was never able to make friends with anyone. All my teachers never knew how to deal with me. I was born with a disability with no talent to compensate. For years I was forced to suffer in school by teachers who cared nothing for their students but to conform them to curriculum. Being under such high stress at an early age made my autism worse. Finally leaving high school, I could not afford college nor was I smart enough for any college to accept me. Instead I work full time washing dishes. I have no one to talk to deeply. I am not asking you to feel sorry for me. Today I am just angry at the world and myself. The sad irony is I word at a college. I watch spoiled kids blessed with wisdom and wealth. I suppose I am just jealous. So many people love for by their talents. When they cry people cry for them. I have non of that. Idk I am sorry. I am just angry and need a way to vent out. I know it is not write, but it feels nice to do it anonymously also.
