>>21658821One of the hardest things you can do is forgive yourself man. Self-betrayal is the most difficult crime to forgive, because unlike everyone else in your life, you're the only guy who's there from beginning-to-end. One bad night can destroy your self image, and once your opinion of yourself goes, that's the truest form of despair. It took me a long ass time, and I'm guilty of kicking my own ass, but I'm finally coming back around to optimism slowly.
Kino loner pick. For me, it's a walk in the bush with nothing but me and the wind.