>>3453483When I was in 4th grade, I was the white kid in the class, the rest were Asian. I had some of the worst grades in my class, I got most Cs and Ds. I would rarely talk to anyone in my class, since all my friends were in a different class. I really stressed out over my grades, yet I acted calm everywhere but home. I worked real hard to get good grades and spent a lot of extra time with the teacher to pass. Eventually I passed, but with a C. Ever since then, I've been a perfectionist and stressed like crazy. I felt like I needed to know everything and learned random facts. the only thing I'm good is trivia and history because it is so rigid. I always feel like I'm an underachiever, no matter what I do. It is just so tiresome feeling like I'm not good enough.
