>>10827098>The only thing I really spend money on is books and investing.That's not really a problem.
>I am just trying to find something more to do but I do feel like I am trying to chase a high of sorts which keeps getting harder and harderIt's because you are a man and by continuing to pursue childish pursuits, you will never be satisfied. Have Children. period.
>my life seems kine dead as most my friends (or former friends) are a thousand miles away.See above.
>>10827099Because problem solving provides men with an innate sense of purpose and meaning. Problem solving, fixing, combat, discovery, science, exploration... These things are intertwined with a man's very existence. There's a reason that phone pool jobs used to be more or less reserved for women. They leave men feeling unsatisfied. Men need to build. Create. Explore. Fix. Or Fight.