>>12678468>even if it's a random stranger you will probably never meet.The worst part is that people like us push each other away in real life.
You look at that person and say "Oh hey this guy is a psycho like me, I finally have someone to hang out with", but you subconsciously find reasons not to, you keep lying to yourself that you'll reach out to him another time, but you won't, and neither will he, because at the end of the day you feel like you've known this guy for your entire life, he is literally you, you can see through his very soul and see how embittered he is with life and humanity, just like you are, how can you befriend someone like you when you're disgusted with your own being?
I will never be able to form friendships unless I find peace within myself.