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Ok so now I'll really let you see behind the mask.
Meet my older brother. The last and only person irl who cares about me and has been trying to help me for all my life.
He watched what I had to go through growing up, both of my brothers were moved out before my parents went through their cocaine/alcohol induced divorce, but they watched from the outside looking in at what happened to me.
This is why he hasn't given up on me. This is the only person and lifeline I have in my real life.
I have told my brother to kill himself or I wish he would die to his face more times than I can remember. This usually happens during bad arguments when I am triggered into a mental/emotional episode. He's the last person I have because he hasn't given up on me.
