>>4669678Just stop caring about anything. If you are serious about wanting to die, rather than kill yourself, you should do what ever you want whenever you want. Become homeless, travel around as a tramp, steal things, stowaway on ships. If your life means nothing to you, then you have been offered the ultimate freedom. Your actions hold no consequences because you no longer fear death. Have a whale of a time, let it all come crashing down.