>>18456173I just kinda go on autopilot around most people (the ones I don't care about). I don't really hear what's going on most of the time because I don't give the tiniest possible shit, but everyone thinks I'm smart and funny because of whatever it is that I say to them during this period of autopilot.
It's like a fugue state during which I converse at length, but for which I'm not precisely present. Occasionally I'll stop and go
>Oh shit I've been talking for four minutes straight and there are three people who seem completely captivated by whatever I'm sayingThen I have to back up and replay the conversation before I lose the thread. I've been this way since I was a kid and I have no idea if anyone else does it, too. Nobody notices, at least, and I keep getting promoted, and everyone seems to think I'm hysterical, so whatever.
So just do that, OP. Pretend to be engaged without thinking. Just train your mouth to not say "nigger" without a mental password
