>>2427528OP's pic is 10/10.
I swallowed the red pill, hard, during my service with 3 months left (thanks molymeme).
It was tough after that, but I went through with it.
I had made a contract, which I was beholden to even by the ideals I adopted through the awakening. I just had to ride it out till the end.
As for depression, I've never been truly depressed myself, despite my nationality.
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