>>15310980>been going to school, which ends next weekAh, I suppose you've already had your exams and everything, hope you did well with that, I'm already done with school myself, this was the last week but I skipped all of it anyway, and I'm pretty much done. I might even take a year long break from school before starting 12th grade.
>hoping to find some sort of job over the summer but i really am lacking the motivation to actually tryI think you could think of a bunch of reasons to be motivated, so, I suppose it's simply a case of not feeling like it, but, that's just something you'll have to push yourself into doing despite. You should find a job and give it a go, but if it starts making you miserable in any way you can bail out on it at any time, I think that's fair enough, no real harm would come, no?
>enjoying my laptop and some trenchbrooming tutorialOh, that's nice to hear, and, I've never gotten into the mapping for it, but I really like Quake 1 and run it every once in a while, are you just listening for fun or actually making maps?
>my sister is sick now, which as bad as that sounds, it's kind of good for meDamn, dude. That's pretty shitty. I really don't know how to give any advice without sounding pretentious, and, your sister really does sound mean so I don't know. Family stuff is hard, I'm really sorry you have to deal with that. Hoping still that you get away one day.
>i was sure i was doing a good job, but somehow i wasn't. always the bad guy me. and who knows, maybe i am that evil and i just don't know itPerhaps she's just saying so to your mother, even if you're doing the best you can and really doing good for her? People are like that, man. From talking to you, I really don't believe you're evil or anything, I think you must've done all that you can and she's just ungrateful for it, there's nothing that can be done about that, but, at least if you did things right on your part, you can feel okay about that, I think you're a good guy.
