>>1714009Even if its all your fault, wouldn't correcting them improve your life? Yes, you can't really blame anyone for how your life turned out but yourself and the environment you have lived your life in. But it doesn't mean you shouldn't correct them, especially if they are making as big of an impact on you like you are claiming them to make. These mistakes you speak of obviously hurt you, and wouldn't correcting them ease the pain, at least a little bit?
And also, if you are thinking about giving up, why don't you give it go then. What's there to lose?