>>12588629I know. I was there too. Serial monogamist in my younger years. The 15 years into the marriage the wife stops putting out. A that point you tell her how much intimacy means. A year later you tell her again, ask to fix it. Read books, ask for counseling, tell her you want her. Nothing. Meanwhile you're in your prime as a man and other women obviously find you attractive. You've never banged more than your wife and two other chicks while completely hammered. Takes you a year to cheat and even then you mind is so tied to your wife your dick won't work. You're still trying to get your wife to fuck you. No luck. You're a good husband and dad too. Good looking women still flirt with you. Why doesn't your wife? You'd really rather she just be interested in you, maybe put her arm around you, sit in your lap like when you were young. So you say fuck it. Get past your psychological cockblocking mind and start fucking any chick that will let you. During a big part of that stage where you're trying to fix things and be faithful you dick is constantly reminding you that all you've really ever had is this one woman who no longer wants to be intimate with you.
It's ok though, in your late 40's and into your 50's you could give a fuck less if bitches want to fuck you. Instead, you want some companionship, someone to do things with, conversation. But all those bitches you'd have put up with because you wanted to fuck them but were annoying as fuck - they're mostly the only ones left and you have no patience for their bullshit now. All of my buddies are around 55 and divorced. They've basically all sworn off women. Would rather shoot the shit with the boys in the garage. Less drama and stupid female shit. Beat off, maybe keep a FWB, or get an escort at that point. Bitches that are after them see they have no power and it drives them nuts.
t. rambling internet dad