>>8822480I'm just gonna say that I can detect a lot of the
>all of the difficulties are my faultTrain of thought in this post. Honestly, you shouldn't be shouldering even an iota of blame for what happened in that situation. If you came to it open and willing and they proceeded to shit all over that chance, then that's nothing on you. The only one who was, or was at least in the position of getting hurt was you.
>>8822486>technically you don't know any of the kind of debauchery I got up to when I was youngerWell you got into fistfights and threatened to slit a teacher's throat, so I can imagine you did plenty of wild shit on the side.
>Because if your brain keeps bringing it up over and over apparently it is something that needs explored.I've always found myself to be more of the listener of stories and interjecting at times to keep the conversation flowing and help embellish what they're saying.
