>>5911504>>5911506>>5911507There are millions of people who will do everything they can to convince you that God isn't real. That he doesn't exist. But if one is willing to get both sides of the story, so to speak, and read the gospel and try to apply this to themselves, wherever they are in life or in the world, and pray for strength, and to find God and seek him genuinely, through these means and through finding a GOOD Church near you (this is a challenge in and of itself) for fellowship, worship and the guidance of a spiritual elder, he IS out there. I had a number of truly life changing experiences which showed me his realness beyond anything the aforementioned people could ever try to disprove. And I genuinely believe that if you keep moving on this path, God will reveal himself to you, in your life, where you are. He loves you, he wants to know you, he has a plan for you and for your life, and I have faith in your desire, anon. For whatever its worth, I hope this helps you.
>this became three parts, sorryIs there anything else I might be able to help you with, as much as I can?