>>20811194no, but you should look the beautiful things of this world, look how the sunlight touches everything and bounces to your eyes so you persive the colors and space; The plants growing, the insects living their lifes, everithing ends but at the same time every second can feel eternal, everything here its older than your conscience even your toughts, everything have a story and everything is part of this complex reality that is so complex that it feels like magic.