>>6369043Buy yourself a printer? They are fun stuff and not all that expensive. Alternatively, put your monitor horizontally, open up an image you like, put a piece of paper on it and trace the thing. It costs you nothing. It may not be as impressive visually, but you usually create a stronger bond with things like that, if that sounds appealing in any way.
Also, a good way to avoid too much embarassment in the second situation is to be as confident and as open as it is fucking possible. When the girls ask what is this? who is that? etc. just tell them everything and more with a straight face. Some people may even be impressed by this behaviour, but putting wish-thinking aside, they will most likely be too dumbfounded to joke further about you, at least for the time being. Although I understand it may be hard to do if you've never tried it before, keeping cool may get a bit overwhelming for the unexperienced and not all people are the same, so it may even not work at all.
Or you could just find stuff online. There's bound to be a way of getting what you want in the Web. It'd be weirder if there weren't.
