>>16674482It's always darkest before the dawn, lad.
I know, i have been down that same dark path.
Learn to let go of the stress and doubts that are holding you captive from happiness.
Focus on your family if you love them.
Make peace with whatever higher power you believe in.
Go into your bathroom and look into the mirror, see that man staring back?
That is the person you need to concentrate upon.
Do whatever you need to start liking that man in the mirror.
Man is forged in the fires of our will, my friend.
I believe in you... we all do.. all sons and products of our enviroment.
Do not give in to the dark feelings, do not let them win.
Fight... live... thrive