>>10471039I can't think of a situation where a big dick would be negative. Like those people posting about their big pps hurting their girlfriends are just low-key bragging anyway. To make my partner feel good, of course. I've a need to be loved. I want them to think about how I made them feel good. I suppose that's kind of what I do in general. Try to make people associate strong emotional responses with me. Most people here have some emotional problems, so it just happens naturally.
Eh. I thought you were also schizoid or something. Whatever. I don't hold it against you. Though I can't say I ever had any sympathy for people who do stuff for you ha ha.
Are you sure this attention whore stuff isn't going to ruin you in the long run? I see you try more and more daring stuff as time passes. You might end up doing more than is worth it. I think what keeps me afloat is that despite being submissive and insecure, I've a pretty strong sense of superiority and pride in my character, as cringe as this sounds.
Well, not really. I don't want to be abused in a literal sense, but like I said, I do have a desire to submit to someone I can trust. It's almost like I'm doing them a favor by being their "bitch". Like, they need to be worthy of me lol.
