>>12484426>>12484428You can get through this. Ignore your Dad, he doesn't matter right now.
Set a plan for your life. Whatever visions you have of your contentedness and happiness plan for it., I mean literally write one down (Step by step).
Life is constant struggle and pain. You may not succeed in everything but you will again and again surprise yourself and at the very least you'll continue fighting. There is nothing less honourable.
People will notice.
