>>15532065>Is it just impossible to be close to people? I'm so fucking lonely and drunk.I would say no but it takes some effort to socialize & finding people to befriend. This is challenging for shut-in loners who have no social skills and who dread their anxieties. I am one of these people. My mom & sis put me into different youth help programs so I've been going to psychologists & psychiatrists & different youth help programs. Got diagnosed with ADD & Aspergers. Got prescribed meds, I'm now on Methylphenidate, 54mg. I take two pills which is OD but nothing really happens. Other than it excites my system so peeps shouldn't really exercise while on it or the heart will go to overdrive. It makes me nice and little mellow/high & helps me focus on things. These social-workers mentioned peer groups so look into those and tell them that you're a social loner who seeks company and you might find friends as a loner. It's what I'm looking into as well. If you like anime & games then maybe you have the tism too from the jew meds when you were a baby or something.
