>>8671760Very bittersweet. New kitty?
>>8671770Start something you want to do regardless of the complexity. Maybe it'll inspire you to learn new things to achieve the goal.
>>8671782That sounds silly. Suicide isn't going your own way.
If you were going your own way you'd leave behind the past and take responsibility for building your own life and reaping its rewards.
Your post makes it seem like you'd rather hold on to all the bad parts of your past as an excuse to give up instead of letting go and moving forwards.
