>>21242132I AM DEFEATED. THATS WHAT I AM. YOU HAVE TO KNOW WHEN TO HOLD THEM AND YOU HAVE TO KNOW WHEN TO FOLD THEM AND WALK AWAY. ITS FUCKING OVER IM DONE. I LOST. WHATEVER MEDIOCRE PROGRESS I MAKE IS GOING TO BE COPIUM PUNCTUATED BY BOUTS OF ANGER AND DEPRESSION REALIZING HOW BAD THINGS REALLY ARE.