>>3745287>what crossed your mind when doing it?Trigger control, breath control and trying not to shit my pants.
>did you thought of them as humans, or just doing some job, or something else?Like the enemy. I was fucking scared out of my mind just like everyone else would be under fire. I didn't really put any thought into it in the moment outside of shoulder weapon and fire back. It's after that the humanity hits you. When it's all over and you realize what you've done....then you see them for the humans they are. Especially when you find letters home or pictures of their families. Don't get me started on having to do surveillance and do someone in their own home with their family just a room away.
It's monstrous anon.
