>>11152018Take your sense of self. The thing you refer to as "I", the experience of being "you"
Now split that into infinite fractals of experience so that there is no longer the personal experience of being. All that is left is the base experience of awareness.
It becomes evident that all that exists does so within this place, a subjective infinity of experience.
There is also the acute realization that you don't exist and never have. Everything you assign as "yourself", beliefs, morals, likes, dislikes, fears, it's all a narrative penned by the hand of an ever churning fractal of infinity.
There is a good chance you will be less bothered by almost everything that currently concerns you because you realize none of it matters unless you choose to let it matter.
However you also contend and most likely deal with the ramifications of your own death because the illusory nature of self is made clear. Think about your mom. You love her right? Well you will still love but it's a..love of love instead of a love of a 'person' or a 'thing' Personalization ceases mostly. Instead of "seeing" your mom, you see the awareness that is experiencing your mom, and your mom is recognized as another vibration of experience that is no more or no less important than anybody else.
There is a neutrality that comes over everything."It is what it is" It's a blessing and a curse.
