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But you see the thing is, she's one of those rare wannabe nerd boy girls. She wants to be like the nerdy boys, and she does so in the way females do. She's basically cosplaying with black leg warmers and a black skirt so that she's sitting down and you can actually she her panties if you look under the table. Females do not continue doing this past school age. They stop caring about trying to impress the boys.
Like that GuP doujin" Yukari keeps bringing her toy tanks to school, clearly she only wants attention from the boys." Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be in that situation. I recall in the late good era, when netizens still existed and boys clubs, we would kick out any of the girls in the chatrooms, yes, and I should wonder, but there's no point wondering what it's like to have a female brain and life. Whether I was mean or rude or cruel to them, to people who had to adapt to a male space because they don't fit into their own gender's space.
She speaks in that certain way. A dude bro girl. "Dude bro, are you russian you sound russian."
Something about it, I feel like there's some old thing hidden in my mind coming out. something I am suppose to remember, or think about or realise, the Lord wants me to realise something about all this.