>>2014117She was/is clean. She moved cities and I'm not a complete prude, I understand having a 2-3 partners a year is just common. But I don't like her as a person when I look at her history as a whole. And then I think, there's stuff I'll never tell anyone, I wonder what kind of things a a sexually fueled junkie has that she never plans on telling anyone
If it bothers me this much now, its only going to get worse.
But I shame her for it, I fuck her in the ass knowing it hurts her, I do my best to make sure that when she talks to other women about her sex life, that she references me to times she acted like a total whore. But that can't be healthy can it?