>>11210066i imagine if I feel emotions too often, they loses their intensity. going through life, I don't feel emotions. But in dreams I do, and then it's all sucked away. I honestly don't know what I want. And I'm not sure what to say.
A few days ago after waking up I was lying in bed for two more hours with my eyes shut, trying to stay in a dreamlike state for as long as I can.
That made me feel like an addict clinging to his high.
I don't feel there's anything fundamentally wrong, and I don't think there's anything that needs fixing either. I don't know what to. it's as if life lost its soul, and everything is cold.
