>>7771796>Hey /bAsk me how I know you're fucking new
You have three options. Either you fix the drinking itself. Or you fix what causes you to drink in the first place. Or the most likely option at this point in time, you're not in deep enough shit yet to care about fixing anything. So you end up blogposting on the internet because you'd rather just feel a little validated by attention and wallow in selfpity for a while. I'm not being snide, the last option is a valid choice, and lots of people go through it. Getting in the mindset of fixing your shit sometimes just requires some time to pass, so just let it pass. Stop worrying about the fact that you have to fix it. Just wait for the time to come when you are enough of a man capable of fixing it, and in the meantime give your brain some downtime and have some fun instead.