>>7807932How many years do you have left? I had a similar experience but after few important conversations with certain person who's also a teacher, I decided to roll with it anyway~
If it's just a year or two, then keep going and do your best.
Weight every ups and downs, risks and health - could you find anything sustainable with whatever you have right now? Could you continue your studies later and in a different light, perhaps more practical in use and somewhere far, far away?