>>12282334I'm going to tell you something. Listen very carefully. If you believe that you have bad luck, or that you are cursed, you truly are and you will continue to be. This is how things often work. If you tell yourself you're going to get your shit together, you will. Act as if everything that has happened to you is because you chose it. Everything. The moment you stop thinking you have bad luck of that you are cursed, the negative you invite into your life will start going down. From then on it is baby steps. Once you feel your momentum building, ride it and smite doubt every time it comes back up.