>>6946424>>6946426Actually I'll try to compose a couple coherent thoughts before slonking out lol.
You say Evola is a faggot, can you explain briefly why you think this? I read Ride the Tiger and am about halfway through Revolt Against the Modern World. While he's certainly a massive edgelord, I feel like many of his ideas at least make sense, when considered on a symbolic level.
Also, how the fuck am I supposed to know what I need to be devoting my time to? Sometimes when considering the future, the existential dread catches me with my pants down and I fall into "well if morality is more or less subjective and I'm really a drop in the vast ocean of time, what's the fuckin point X( " How do I get over this and happily spend my time being productive without the angst of mortality getting to me? In other words, how can I know what is really "productive"? I always get that feeling that nothing I do matters because I'm gonna die anyways.
I enjoyed your post in this thread that touched on non-linear time. I'm currently reading Slaughterhouse Five, where the protag's """PTSD""' causes him to randomly warp through time, but he feels it as real. You say psychics can do this too; a palm reader once told me I wasn't a psychic, but that I do have "healing energy and capabilities". I hope this means i'm not an NPC, and if it does I humbly accept my cleric/paladin role. Thanks for humoring my sleep-deprived ramblings.
