>>21524014Yeah same, I was just an accessory; and everything I did or accomplished (I was forced to) was simply for my parents to use as a brag to their peers. Then they divorced when I was 12 and I basically became that puppy that beaner families throw out of a moving car once it gets too big to be cute.
Either get off of ssri's if you're on them, or maybe try lsd/mushrooms. It's not the best plan, and it can worsen the "bland" feeling condition... but if you're truely stuck in a rut, there is technically only upside.
