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I'm currently a beta male sissy MEF cuckold BBC fetishist, and I haven't transitioned into a woman yet. Part of my fetish is relinquishing my masculinity and becoming a soft-spoken, feminine, polite, submissive girl, and then I'll live a life of servitude, serving real men like a good girl is supposed to. Then to really fulfill my fetish of being feminized, I want to watch superior BBC inseminating white women and satisfying them in ways that a failed male like myself never could. It makes feel feminine when I enjoy watching a better man satisfying a woman, and just knowing that I could never please her like that because I'm an incel with inferior genes. Speaking of genes, I want one of my bulls who I'm naturally submissive to of course, impregnate another woman, and then when she gives birth, I have to raise the child like I'm their mother. I have to raise them because my bulls seed is superior to mine, and deep down I know my seed is inferior, which is why no woman wants it. It's just a part of nature, that failed men have to raise the seed of a superior man, men who have good genes deserve for them to spread, cucks like myself need to fufill the role of raising them. I just have to know, currently I have the brain of a masculine man, will taking estrogen give me a female mind so I can fulfill my fetishes, if not, then I'll repress and just live my life as an MEF sissy cuckold, but without taking hrt and transitioning into a woman.
