>>13098516I entered this season with a project in my head and energy to work and study but it all just kinda
went away with
the heat
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This is not a trifling matter as I'm in a critical point in my life where I shouldn't be spending 3-4 hours per day on TF2 and Become Fumo, the only productivity I produce is helping family and going to the gym, apart of doing all other chores that allow me to survive, like cooking for myself and occasionally grandma, but there's no real progression in any of this, I will just get thrown back into uni on full speed if nothing changes and I don't think I will be able to get out of that one this time..
I truly envy those, who don't have to run to survive, rather their everyday life is just the same with any slight degenerations being adventures and true flavour to their lives, rather than psyche threatening events.
I should find a gf who has a farm and just assimilate myself into their family..
