LB have you tried hash oil? I'm kinda worried about you because you mentioned epilepsy the other day. IIRC that happens when the brain activity is too high and your brain 'short circuits' so to say. That shit can do long-term damage. The oil would calm everything down probably. I think it's worth checking out. Don't take my word for it, do some research, this is just a suggestion. And here is something a bit different from me, different but still cool. Hope you like it!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPY4i_F0gYMhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-laPWdxhQrYhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bu-Ll2DfnME