>>16225887I dunno, anon. But to me that’s a beautiful thing. Maybe I’m just weird, but I find comfort in not knowing certain unknowable things. Not to sound faggy and cliche, but live your best life and accomplish what you have always wanted to accomplish. Be content with yourself and what you’ve got. That’s really all you can do in any moment. Try not to stress about it so much. It takes practice, but you’ll get there.