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nah
life is total fucking agony for me
every single attempt at rationalizing my circumstances fails. i could say 'wow i'm a fucking loser', 'wow i get treated like shit', 'wow i should fucking kill myself' but the momentary high of acceptance goes away really quickly and gives way to reality of being who i am.
every time something positive or happy happens to me, i'm actually in disbelief. it won't last of course because something worse will happen almost instantly. my life is that of a beaten fucking animal that tries to act like all the other dogs in the pound, but i can't do it.
