>>17115891i'm glad you're making progress
it's a pain, having to rely on this place to give you the attention and emotional support you need. it's like a foster home, where all the kids who get neglected by their parents go. where everybody just lashes out at eachother, and it becomes a screaming match for who can get the most attention. that's just the way i view things, and it turns me from a victim to a perpetrator, actively participating in it. i hate thinking about things this way because i feel no pride in myself being here. instead, i loathe myself deeply. in the end, we're all so very broken inside by the tragedies of the past that still haunt us today, and maybe a place like this isn't the best environment for any of us to flourish, but for now, it seems like all we have.
